I found myself missing my dad today--not that I usually don't, but it's usually not like this. I can't really explain why. I believe everybody has their days--some have meaning to them like a birthday or holiday, but why today? Mom goes through days like this too--I guess we all do. I can't think of anything significant on September 28th. Maybe it's just the time of the month and I'm a little bluesy. Maybe I'm tired. I really don't know. . . I hate days like this. I tried to put it away--went shopping with my friend and her mom at the new Kohl's store--that was fun. But it was just a temporary fix to deal with my blues. I stripped the caulking off my bathtub and re-did it, watched tv, washed my car, played with Zoe, went for a drive. . . still there.
Tomorrow Morgan goes in for her first round of allergy testing. I am not looking forward to it, but she's usually pretty tough for the doctors and nurses--I hope she will be tomorrow. It's just little scratches, so hopefully she'll do okay. Kory gets to take her on Tuesday.
I guess I'll just let the sadness be there, and eventually it will subside--it always does.
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It's okay to feel the sadness. This may sound funny but sometimes I welcome the sadness because to me .... when I feel it ... it just reminds me of how much my dad meant and still means to me ... that he's not forgotten and never will be ... that he's always around in mind and heart and that it's okay to remember and to miss him and to be sad once in a while. I miss your dad too. He was a special guy... I can feel a pang for him in my heart right now.... HUGS
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