. . . and that has great significance to me, because I made it through today. I did not think I could make it to this day let alone through this day because of everything I HAD to get done today, but I'm here, and I made it through, and I got everything done that I could possibly get done. I am so relieved! The mind is a funny thing--mine is my own worst enemy. The stress I put myself through because of my anxiety is indescribable. Not only did I make it through this day, but the day itself was not nearly as bad as I had anticipated it to be. I think I do that to myself so that my expectations are really low--then when my expectations are exceeded, things are good. It's the torture that comes with worrying about it. I hate that I worry. I don't want to be that way. My problems are nothing compared to some. It's dumb and wasted energy.
Now I just need to move on to the next hurdle. Look out, here I go!
2 comments:
Way to go! You are amazing!
Congratulations on making it through!
Hope you do something nice for you to celebrate!
Stacey
Thanks! I did--I went home and had a big old drink--then felt groggy the rest of the night. ;-)
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